Tuesday, 30 November 2010

Horrible week

No class this week- had a holiday booked anyway but the effing snow seems to have intervened with all my life plans. I let it off as soon as I get outside though as I can pretend I'm Lucy Pevensie when I walk to work hehe.

Anywho, no fat fighters, but two partays this week (Fri & Sat) so I've got to be incredibly good so I can keep at least 3lbs off during the 14day break! jeez it's been hard this week- and I can honestly say I haven't been my usually good self, but I will weigh myself on home scales tomorrow and record it like I would at slimming world. My weakness this week has been bloody Yorkie brownies! Baked by my sister & aunt which then lead me to make rice krispie cakes for the team at work- one of which I had. Plus I've been having the odd extra slice of bread and maybe more than recommended amounts of cheese! Gah my the snow has frozen my willpower.

I just have to keep thinking to myself, I WILL be good, I WILL be good. Plus I'm having xmas dinner both nights- so I'll have plenty off free food to fill me up without having to have puddings and stuff!!!

Wednesday, 24 November 2010


Loss! -2.5lbs! Brilliant! Being rather good pays off :)

Saturday, 20 November 2010


Today I tried on my Next Denim Skirt with the American Flag print that never quite fit properly without an insanely uncomfortable muffin top.
Today it fits.
I'm a happy bunny :)

Thursday, 18 November 2010


My first gain. 3lbs. That's a lot, and it's upsetting :( Not to be disheartened though I'm going to lose it this week! Even Potter weekend can't get in the way of my 3lb loss!!!
Got myself a food diary again so I plan properly, shop properly and record it properly without having to guess. Even if I have to do this every single day until I'm at target I don't mind. It keeps me in control.

Also (I know I keep threatening too and never follow through but needs must) I'm going to start walking to work. At a guesstimate its probably a 20min journey so I'll have to get up extra early (death) and it will be cold (death) but I want to fit in that New Year dress!!!

Tuesday, 9 November 2010


I'm so mad at myself. I seem to have fallen off the wagon somewhere this week and tonight I told myself 'fuck it' and had a KFC!!!! URGH! Not only did I feel sick afterwards, I want to kick myself as it's weigh day tomorrow! Urgh I can honestly say the KFC tasted mega at the time, but now I feel like shit.
"Nothing tastes as good as being skinny feels"- might get it tattooed on my forehead so I don't forget. I won't be disheartened though, still gonna go to group and get weighed. Day full of Green Tea I feel!!! haha

Saturday, 6 November 2010

Naughty Weekend....

So Thursday and Friday have been a dieting disaster!!!! What with meals with new work colleagues, bonfire BBQs and epic amounts of alcohol digested in the space of 24hours it was all a bit too much! Not only do I feel rather sick this morning, but I'm pining to get back into the healthy swing of things- which can only be a good sign surely!!!

BBQ blowout was a once in a blue moon thing however- if you can't treat yourself every once in a while I don't see the point in losing weight because the more you deny yourself something, the more you crave it. The important thing right now is how ready I am to go downstairs and have a fruit salad breakfast rather than white bread toast covered in butter!

This weekend (well, two days, it's the weekend right now technically lol) has been my worst, food and drink wise; only to be rivaled I assume by Sammi's birthday weekend on the 27th November, which I will be fully prepared for hehe. Now, off for some fruit salad and green tea so the scales have a smile on their face on Wednesday :)

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

The end is near...

So, I logged on to the Odeon website a while ago to double check the times for Harry Potter, and it gave me this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's almost over, not just the books, but everything, I won't ever get that feeling I had when I stood outside WHSmiths in Mansfield for The Deathly Hallows.
I don't know what I'll feel like on the 19th, but judging by the state of me right now, I can guarantee it won't be pretty. :(

Almost there!

Only 2.5lbs to go now until my 1.5 stone mark!! Yay!!! Things are really looking up! Considering what a bad weekend I had :) Shame it can't be celebrated in group really as I'm always late because of work. Never mind though, I get to hear other people's stories and their *struggle* so it's all good.

Out for dinner like, 3 times over the next week though so no treat tonight! Just 3pepper pesto pasta extravaganza!!! haha (I plan to submit the awesome recipe), might even give you a little pic! hehe